Thursday, June 06, 2002

Which cartoon character are you?? Find out @ blackhole

[you are a well dressed doggie]
What Really Weird Thingy Are You? Find out @ blackhole

I don't understand? Why is with that thing. Why am I coke I guess that must mean my blonde is kicking in. Homer Coke???? huh????

Yesterday I talked to me sister for the first time in my life. I have never talked to her. I have 4 sisters and 1 brother. I have seen and talked to all of them but one. I have always wondered about her. My dad was always hush hush about her. He had his reasons but I mean I was told to shut up when I talked about her when I was little. I never knew who she was. Well I still don't, but now she is in my life and I'm not told to be quite. I always have wanted to talk to her but never knew ne thing about her, Where she lived, how old she was, What she looked like. Thank god for email. Now I talked to her on aol and email her I even saw a pic. I asked my dad for her email and he sent it to me I wrote her a long email telling her who I was, but she already knew about me, and I got online the next morning hoping she wrote me because of the time difference and she was online I talked to her for about 20 mins then had to go to school. I was crying because it felt so good. It felt like my life came back a little more. Come to find out she lives where I lived for to years. Alabama. She is married with 3 kids. Gezz soo many to keep up with. My other sister has a girl and a boy. My brother has a boy. She has 2 boys and a girl. She s 29. Her oldest is 11. HAHA that is funny. 11 years old almost as old as me. Not good. Her birthday is right after mine. This is great!!!! I love to know that I have someone that thought of me as much as I thought of them. Last time my dad talked to her is when I was 3 months old when she saw a picture of me. Well no more wondering if I want to know something about her I'll just ask HER. NO MORE NOT KNOWING!!!!!

Monday, June 03, 2002

These past couple days have been the best ever. Everything has been soo well. I love my boyfriend more then anything. I feel like nothing can hold me back from loving him anymore. I always had things I worried about but now I say FUCK IT. Why hold back when he is the only thing I have and ever want to have. I didn't get to spent time alone with him on friday. We had some drama there but we got over that and moved on we have not fought in 2 or 3 days. It feels so good to know that I have the best person for me a wall away. He is awesome. Sorry I'll move on... today in P.E. was intresting I bitched out my teacher, and in foods I had a really drunk friend to tend to. I got shit on my shirt my boyfriend got a flat. I got to walmart where my boyfriend's mom dropped me off because that is where he was, and I touched him and it was the best feeling all day!! It took soooooo much stress off me! I love him!!! opps.... there I go again.