Saturday, June 15, 2002

Yesterday these guys came down that I have not talked to in days. They are brothers and one of them I use to be good friend's with. We did not talk much. I had no clue what to say. Oh well it's not like I ever talk to him. I forgot who he was. HAHA. He was not talking and I could not remember if he was always like that or if it was because he had nothing to say. My grandpa is down from Tenn. for 3 weeks. I have to make time to see him not stoned. I was so lifted yesterday. All I wanted to do was sleep. I am searching for a job. I worked at KFC for 7 months but that does not cut it. I need money. I might move in with my mom again. (crosses fingers) If not that boarding school or Tenn. Fuck that I want to stay in Livermore and I will if it is the last thing I do. I mean I have no true friends here and I know it's all bad if I stay here, but there is something keeping me here, some1. That is my baby. When I with him all I wanna do is look at him and when he is not with me all I do is talk about him. I can't help it. I scared he is gonna dump me tho. Him being a big 12 grader and all, and me a little 10 grader. :( Class of 2005! I mean I am still small but no more FRESHMAN!!!!. DAMN RIGHT. :) yea. still a whole summer to go. HEHE

Thursday, June 13, 2002

THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL!!!!!! Damn I mean I pist this whole year away by not going to school but it feels so great to know I don't have to hide I'm free for 3 months. I smoked alot of weed today. Wow! Well I do everyday but shhhh..... :) . I get to sleep in. Tonight I'm staying up all night with my baby. Well... and dumb and dumber ( Jeff and Ryan). But o well as long as I am with him :) I didn't go to school today so I missed the "water war". Yea I'm tired sleep.... yea for long hours.

Monday, June 10, 2002

How Gay Are YOU?

Find your emotion!

Which Kiss are You?

Which Kiss Are You?

What Seven Deadly Sin Are YOU? [?]

You're ANGER! You're not the most pleasant person to be around! You've got a short fuse, and you're almost always mad at the world. You're represented by the color red.

I had a good weekend. I went to a place a little farther then Santa Cruz. It was soo pretty. You will never see me more happy then at the water. We went to a place that you had to walk down a huge hill to get to the water.We BBQ up on the hill at the parking lot. After we walked down with all are stuff and I was behind with me boyfriend. We got to the bottom and everyone drops all the things and runs a little ways up the hill. SEA WOLF!!! HAHA My boyfriend and I had no clue what was going on. Everyone thought it was a wolf so we had a glow stick, no flash light, a glowstick we walk down again we throw it toward the wolf and it was a....... SEAL!!!!! HAHA they were all afraid of a seal.That was great. We slept on the beach FUCKING A it was cold. I thought I was gonna die. At like 430 we went up to the car and fell asleep in there. We stayed there untill like 300 they went to the boardwalk, I stayed in the car. We made home safe and sound ( No thanks to my boyfriends driving.) I got soo burnt :( it's sux. My boyfriend lost his ring when I covered him in sand. We fought of cousre but we got over it. I think we both had a good time. I loved it!! 4 MORE DAYS OF SCHOOL!!!!!!! Yea!