Saturday, June 15, 2002

Yesterday these guys came down that I have not talked to in days. They are brothers and one of them I use to be good friend's with. We did not talk much. I had no clue what to say. Oh well it's not like I ever talk to him. I forgot who he was. HAHA. He was not talking and I could not remember if he was always like that or if it was because he had nothing to say. My grandpa is down from Tenn. for 3 weeks. I have to make time to see him not stoned. I was so lifted yesterday. All I wanted to do was sleep. I am searching for a job. I worked at KFC for 7 months but that does not cut it. I need money. I might move in with my mom again. (crosses fingers) If not that boarding school or Tenn. Fuck that I want to stay in Livermore and I will if it is the last thing I do. I mean I have no true friends here and I know it's all bad if I stay here, but there is something keeping me here, some1. That is my baby. When I with him all I wanna do is look at him and when he is not with me all I do is talk about him. I can't help it. I scared he is gonna dump me tho. Him being a big 12 grader and all, and me a little 10 grader. :( Class of 2005! I mean I am still small but no more FRESHMAN!!!!. DAMN RIGHT. :) yea. still a whole summer to go. HEHE

Thursday, June 13, 2002

THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL!!!!!! Damn I mean I pist this whole year away by not going to school but it feels so great to know I don't have to hide I'm free for 3 months. I smoked alot of weed today. Wow! Well I do everyday but shhhh..... :) . I get to sleep in. Tonight I'm staying up all night with my baby. Well... and dumb and dumber ( Jeff and Ryan). But o well as long as I am with him :) I didn't go to school today so I missed the "water war". Yea I'm tired sleep.... yea for long hours.

Monday, June 10, 2002


How Gay Are YOU?
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Find your emotion!




Which Kiss are You?

Which Kiss Are You?




What Seven Deadly Sin Are YOU? [?]

You're ANGER! You're not the most pleasant person to be around! You've got a short fuse, and you're almost always mad at the world. You're represented by the color red.





I had a good weekend. I went to a place a little farther then Santa Cruz. It was soo pretty. You will never see me more happy then at the water. We went to a place that you had to walk down a huge hill to get to the water.We BBQ up on the hill at the parking lot. After we walked down with all are stuff and I was behind with me boyfriend. We got to the bottom and everyone drops all the things and runs a little ways up the hill. SEA WOLF!!! HAHA My boyfriend and I had no clue what was going on. Everyone thought it was a wolf so we had a glow stick, no flash light, a glowstick we walk down again we throw it toward the wolf and it was a....... SEAL!!!!! HAHA they were all afraid of a seal.That was great. We slept on the beach FUCKING A it was cold. I thought I was gonna die. At like 430 we went up to the car and fell asleep in there. We stayed there untill like 300 they went to the boardwalk, I stayed in the car. We made home safe and sound ( No thanks to my boyfriends driving.) I got soo burnt :( it's sux. My boyfriend lost his ring when I covered him in sand. We fought of cousre but we got over it. I think we both had a good time. I loved it!! 4 MORE DAYS OF SCHOOL!!!!!!! Yea!