Saturday, June 29, 2002

Damn... I have been trying to get mushrooms for days. I can't find them. Damn it. My baby came out last night and shared a cigg. with me. I love him sooo much. Blah. He is mad. He let Jeff drive his car.... GRRRRR.... :( I want to shroom. weed would be nice. I'm killing bees haha. At jeff's house they have a nest. MUST KILL!!!! Well I'm going over to my babies house. YEA!!! I love him.

When Nikole and Anthony come together, it can be the unification of two halves of a whole. Both of them are looking for security in partnership, and they share a refinement and love of art, poetry, and culture. They can work together harmoniously because they both are trying to achieve the same thing. The relationship may start slowly, and on the surface they might have few common interests, but once they understand each other there is a lot of mutual respect and a realization that there is more in common than they may have first believed. Nikole and Anthony both appreciate physical resources, and they often enjoy collecting art and jewelry and patronizing the theater. Emotion and pleasure are important to both of them, and they complement each other in many ways. Nikole appreciates Anthony's charm and diplomacy, and their ability to smooth things over if Nikole doesn't get her way. Anthony appreciates Nikole's love of romance and the little luxuries that come with it. Additionally, Anthony can help Nikole see the different sides of a situation, rather than making a decision without knowing all the facts. Conversely, Nikole can help Anthony overcome their notorious indecision. Both Nikole and Anthony are ruled by the Planet Venus.

These partners share a love of beauty, luxury, love and romance. Anthony in particular is about balance, and both partners have charming personalities and a desire for harmony. Together they are able to bring other people culture and beauty unlike any other couple. Also due to Venus' influence, both partners can be lazy, and they may be snobbish: Nikole based on possessions, and Anthony based on intellect. Nikole is an Earth Sign and Anthony is an Air Sign. Anthony navigates life by pure intellectual exploration, while Nikole is more practical. Nikole asks, "how will this help me achieve my goals in life?" while Anthony simply focuses on intellectual stimuli, practical or not. At times these partners may find it difficult to understand where the other is coming from. Conflicts can arise in this relationship if Nikole seems too possessive or Anthony seems too flirtatious and social. Both partners need to learn that they view the world in different ways. Nikole is a Fixed Sign and Anthony is a Cardinal Sign. A Fixed Sign won't budge, and Anthony needs to understand this stubborn tendency. But with some gentle persuasion anything is possible. On the other hand, Anthony's indecision may irritate Nikole.

But Anthony is skilled at seeing all sides of a problem, so they are often able to accept Nikole decision as long as Nikole avoids claiming that theirs is the only right way to solve a problem. If Anthony can be the initiator in the relationship, Nikole will keep the momentum going. The best aspect of the Nikole-Anthony relationship is their mutual appreciation of beauty and culture. Aesthetics are important to both partners, and they share of love of the finer things in life. Their similar tastes and loves makes theirs a relationship of great romance and harmony.

Thursday, June 27, 2002

Ha. Look... I'm sick of people saying shit about my boyfriend saying that they want him. Fuck dude. He is mine your not getting him. Stop trying. Your pissing me off...
My sister's friend is coming down from Tenn. to Ptown. Small world. My other sister is coming to. Yea :) can't wait!!!!

Sunday, June 23, 2002

Which Scooby-Doo Movie character are you?
Made By:

Today I had a little drama. I was being a bitch. Of course when am I not. I am over it tho. My boy friend is at kegger. I'm at home sitting on my ass. GREAT!!!! Tomorrow I might go to the fair... MIGHT I say. I said some things that I should have not said. When I am upset shit just come's out and I don't mean what I sometime's say. Always remember this...
But I mean all this.....

*A Tru friend walks in when the rest of the world walks out*

*Nobuddy is perfect...untill u fall in luv w/them..*

Live for today, Dream for tomorrow, learn from yesterday

Everyone says you only fall in love once but thats not true, everytime I hear your voice I fall in love all over again

When I first saw you I was afarid to talk to you*When i first talked to you I was afraid to like you*When i first liked you i was afarid to love you*Now that I love you I m afraid to lose you

Last night I looked up at the stars
And matched each one with a reason why I love you
I was doing great, but then I ran out of stars

Loving *U* is like can i stop

Love Is When You Don't Want To Go To Sleep Because Reality Is Better Than A Dream

Everyday That Goez By It Seemz Like I Discover Somethíng New about You To Love It'z Incredíble To Me How One Per§on Can Make Such A *BIG* Dífference In My Lífe You Touch Me In A Way No One Else Ever Haz And Gíve Me So Many Reasonz To Love You

If Your asking if I Need U the answer is 4Ever.. If Your askin if I'll Leave U the answer is Never..If Yur askin what I value the Answer is U.. if Yur askin if I love U the answer is I do

The first time I saw you, I knew it was true~That I'd love you forever and that's what I'll do~You don't know what you do to me~You don't have a clue~You don't know what it's like to be me lookin @ you!!

°i Do BeLeiVe DaT GoD aBoVe° °CrEaTeD Me FoR Ya To LuV° °He PiKeD Ya OuT MoNg Da ReSt° °CuZ He KnOs iD LuV Ya Da BeSt°

*Once Upon a Time* *Something Happened To me* *It was the Sweetest Thing* *That ever could be* *It was a Fantasy* *A dream Come True* *It was the Day i Met You*

¤ iF YoU LiVe 2 bE 100 .. ¤
¤ i WaNNa LiVe 2 bE 100 - MiNuS - 1 ¤
¤ So i WoN'T HaVe 2 LiVe a DaY ¤
¤ WiThOuT YoU ¤

the shortest word for me is I
the sweetest word for me is LOVE
the only one for me is YOU

i never thought that there would be a day where i forgot all my problems but then the day i met you came and they all just ran away

iLL RiSk eVeRyThInG i haVe. .
iLL FigHt TiLL I bLeEd
GiVe yOu mY LiFe . .
iF tHaTs WuT yOu nEEd

roses are red violets are blue ne thing and everything I ever wanted was just to be w/ you

**what is love?**
Love is seeing him how no one else does
Love is when u no hes not perfect but u see him perfectly
Love is thinking about him day and night
Love is when he means the world to you
Love is when noone else nos how you feel
Love is the best feeling u can feel

It's later in the night I wrote that a few hours ago. I still mean every word of it. It is amazing how honest people are when they are drunk. I want the whole world to know how much I love my baby!! I treat hm like shit. After tonight things are going to change. He told me thing's I have always wanted to hear. Everything he said sounded and felt so right. I need him. Nothing and nobody is goin to change that. Fuck everyone that is trying to fuck us up. It's not going to work. You know who you are. This is going to last. My first love taught me never to love, trust or resect anyone. I act like my mom in every way.I love her, but she is so full of hate. I need to change my ways and be someone that everyone knows I can be. Anyways that kegger was great!!!! 2 kegs not a lot of people and WEED a lot of weed. I didn't get to smoke tho. I had to be home by 12. I mean it's not handed out you had to find it, but shit that was not hard. I need sleep I'm worried, my love is drunk and out and about DRUNK!!! Sleep will get it off my mind. I love him sooo much. Everyone should know.